I carry your heart in my heart

"I carry your heart with me(I carry it in
my heart), I am never without it(anywhere
I go you go,my dear..."

Monday, December 9, 2013

The New Normal

Baby C is here and Toddler J couldn't be happier. At first she had that teenaged 'don't care about anything' attitude but the moment he came home she couldn't stop kissing him. She calls him her baby and wants to hug him constantly. So happy that jealousy didn't set in.

Pregnancy weight is all gone and Diastis Recti is here. Oh joy! 

I must admit the first month was a bit rough with Baby C wanting to nurse constantly and me not getting enough sleep. I even cried! To all the moms I secretly made fun of about being weak, I apologize. On the other hand, I am very happy that nursing is going quite well this time around and Baby C is mainly breast fed. I guess our little talk ( when we first locked eyes, I told Baby C that we are both going to be patient and see how it pans out) worked. 

I am learning how to manage 2 children under 2 and still struggling to come to grips with the fact that I am a mom twice over. Doubt I will ever get over that fact as I am still working on the fact that I am married. 

Hubby has taken to being a daddy of two quite well and is waiting for Baby C to get older so he can play with him as much as he does Toddler J. 

Well back to nursing. 

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